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SEE IN MY OWN WORLD WHAT WE GOT IS PERFECT...

AND IF THEY CLONED YOUR DNA...WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU THEY COULDNT BIRTH IT...

I AM AUTHENTICALLY LOVING YOUR AUTHENTICITY...

AND THE ORIGIN OF YOUR FLAWS AND ALL GOT ME THINKING THAT "THIS IS ME"

SO WHEN WE APART JUST TAKE A PIECE OF ME...

CUZ ITS JUST NOT THE SAME WITHOUT YOU HERE...SO NOW IM MISSING ME...

YOU JUST DONT KNOW HOW I JOCK YOU MENTALLY...THEN PHYSICALLY...

AND I DONT WORRY CUZ I KNOW YOUR BODIES INTO ME...

BUT WHAT IM REALLY AFTER IS THOSE THOUGHTS THAT FLOAT THRU YA HEAD...

I WANNA BE SO FAR INTO YOU THAT I KNOW WHAT YOU THINKING BEFORE ITS SAID... 

I WANT WHAT WE GOT TO BE SO DEEP THAT ITS TRANSPARENT...

SO THAT WAY WHEN THE DEVIL SEES IT...HE SACRIFICES HIS LIFE SO HE CAN SPARE IT...

DAMN, I JUST WANT YOU!

THIS WAS A PIECE THAT I STARTED WRITING ABOUT SOMEONE WHO USE TO PLAY A BIG ROLE IN MY LIFE. AFTER BEING APART I FOUND THAT SOME FEELINGS WERE STILL THERE. ITS SO CRAZY HOW LIFE NEVER TURNS OUT THE WAY YOU THINK...  NOW IM BACK TO BEING SINGLE AND I FIND MYSELF REALLY TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHO I AM, WHAT I LIKE, WHAT IM LOOKING FOR. LIFE LIFE LIFE!!! ONE THING IF NOTHING ELSE I CAN DEF SAY THAT LIFE IS TOO SHORT. YOU CAN ONLY BE THE BEST YOU THAT YOU CAN BE. LIVE FOR YOU AND WHAT PLEASES YOU. DONT HOLD YOURSELF BACK FROM SUCCEEDING AND DONT ALLOW OTHERS TO HOLD YOU BACK. AT THE END OF THE DAY WHEN WE CHECK UP OUTTA HERE ITS YOU AND GOD!!! NEVER LOOSE YOU DESIRES AND REMEMBER TO DREAM BIG! TRUST ONLY GOD TO COME THRU 100% OF THE TIME... AND WHEN ALL ELSE FAILS REMEMBER THAT GOD HAS A PLAN. SO EVEN IN THE MIST OF MY MESS AND TRYING TO FIGURE ME OUT...I SAY GOD WITHOUT YOU I AM NOTHING... AND I KNOW THAT YOUR NOT DONE WITH ME YET!!!

"LET YOUR WALK REPRESENT YOUR TALK...LIVE FOR GOD AND BE BLESSED"

I CHOOSE ME!!!

DUE TO MY RECENT SINGLE ENDEAVORS I HAVE REACHED THE FOLLOWING POINTS: THINGS HAVE CHANGED AND THE GAME IS NOT THE SAME... FOR SOME ODD REASON I THOUGHT IN MY MIND THAT BEING SINGLE AGAIN WAS GOING TO BE OK...AND DONT GET ME WRONG CUZ IMMA DO ME ALL DAY...BUT THE THE HELL IS WRONG WITH NIGGAZ? AND ITS SO BAD THAT THEY HAVE EVOLVED INTO WELL ESTABLISHED NIGGAZ SO ITS KINDA LIKE THEY NOW HAVE TO PERFECT COVER UP...

SO YOU KNOW WHAT I SAY RIGHT!!!

IN ALL THINGS YOU DO...DONT FORGET WHY YOU DID IT IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!

I HAD TO REMEMBER THE REASON WHY I DECIDED TO BE SINGLE ANYWAY. IT REALLY DOESNT MATTER WHAT THE NEXT MAN IS DOING BECAUSE MY FOCUS NEEDS AND IS ON GOD..... I CAN STOP SAYING THAT I JUST WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL AND IN THAT THE PATH TO SUCCESS MAYBE A LONELY ONE. AND I KNOW THAT ITS OK....I DONT NEED A MAN AND EVEN THOUGH THERE NICE SOMETIMES....I REMEMBER I CHOSE ME....

SO WHEN YOUR MAKING THOSE BIG DECISIONS IN LIFE....ASK YOURSELF.... WHO DO I CHOOSE???