"S.H.E" (April 29, 2010)

"S.H.E" IS NOT MY FRIEND...WHICH IS CRAZY THAT SOMETHING THAT'S APART OF ME WANTS TO HINDER ME FROM MAKING IT TO MY EXPECTED END...

I MEAN DON'T GET IT TWISTED I ALREADY KNEW THAT "S.H.E" COULDN'T BE TRUSTED...
LOOK AT WHAT "S.H.E" LIKES....THINGS SO SINFUL EVEN THE DEVIL LUSTED

SO THE ENEMY AND "S.H.E" ARE ONE IN THE SAME...
KILL, STEAL, AND DESTROYING IS THEIR GAME...

WHY THEY TRY TO SPOIL ME WITH THINGS APPEALING TO MY FLESH...
MY GOD COMES IN AND REMINDS ME THAT...WHAT HE HAS I NEED TO TAKE MY NEXT BREATH...

SO LETS TAKE A MINUTE TO REALLY BREAK THIS THING DOWN...
WHILE "S.H.E" WINS OLYMPIC SWIM MEETS....WITHOUT GOD...I DROWN!

AND I CANT LIE...I LIKE SOME OF THE THINGS "S.H.E" LIKE...
BUT WHEN I DO THOSE THINGS..."S.H.E" AND MY CONSCIOUS FIGHT...

AND HONESTLY, IM NOT TRYING TO STAY UP ALL NIGHT...
PRAYING AND REPENTING ABOUT WHAT "S.H.E" MADE ME DO...
SO THIS IS WHY IM WRITING THIS POEM TO TELL YOU..."S.H.E"...YOU AND ME ARE THRU!

SEE, "S.H.E"...YOU HAVE GOTTEN ME IN TROUBLE SO MANY TIMES...
WHEN I THOUGHT YOU HAD MY BACK...YOU TURNED YA CHEEK AND SAID I WAS FINE!

YOU LEFT ME OUT THERE TO DIE...
AND WHEN I NEEDED YOU....IT WAS GOD WHO WAS THERE TO WIPE MY TEARS AS I CRIED!

"S.H.E" WAS NEVER THERE WHEN I REALLY NEEDED HER TO BE...
BUT IRONICALLY, WHEN I WANTED SOMETHING..."S.H.E" ALWAYS SAID COME SEE ME...

"S.H.E" TENDED TO MY FLESH...AND TRUST "S.H.E" DID IT THE BEST...
BUT WHEN MY SPIRIT NEEDED MORE..."S.H.E" OFFERED LESS AND LESS!!!

SO I PRAYED TO GOD AND ASKED HIM WHAT SHOULD I DO...
AND "S.H.E" ...HE REVEALED THE UGLY TRUTH TO ME ABOUT YOU...

HE SAID DON'T YOU GET IT..."S.H.E" IS YOUR FLESH!!
WHEN YOU THOUGHT YOU JUST HAD TO FIGHT THE DEVIL...."SHE HELPS ENEMY".... AND THAT'S WHY YOU FIND YOURSELF WITH DOUBLE THE MESS!!

SO ALL THIS TIME "S.H.E" YOU WERE ON THE WRONG TEAM....
TRYING TO GAIN MY TRUST...THINKING IN "S.H.E" I CAN CONFIDE...
WHY WOULD I DO THAT WHEN IM MVP ON GODS SIDE...

SO KNOW THAT ITS OVER AND YOU'LL NEVER BE A FRIEND TO ME...
"SHE HELPS the ENEMY"....